waiting

I've promised I'll get better
will understand you more
won't show you the tears
not to push you too much
I'll just go with the flow
do whatever you want
Been trying to hold this
all the feelings of longing
how I really want to see you
but I just can't say it..
I don't want to say
scare it will only hurt me
coz I know it's getting hard
even to see you for a while
I'll just wait.. I'll wait for the time
that you will come to see me..
no more hopes
coz what hope can bring
is only dissapointment..
just like any other day..
so I'll keep waiting..
don't know for how long..